I'm in the grumpiest of moods today, possibly due to the lack of rest and sleep this weekend. It's funny because I *know* I'm grumpy, and I know I shouldn't be, yet everything is totally aggravating me. I'm already at the point where I just want to go home. NOW. And never go back to work. And then I step back and I hear myself whine and hear myself being cranky and I realize how selfish I am. About how everything needs to go MY way, how I complain about the work that I have to do, and basically the general attitude of "what about me? me me me!" And I look at myself and I see just how ugly my heart can be. What happened to serving others first... to think of others' needs before mine... to thank God for the blessing of having a job, instead of complaining about the work I have to do? sigh. It's a good thing God extends this thing called grace, because on some days I feel like I need as much as I can get.