ramblings of my mind

Monday, October 13, 2003

One thing I dislike are hypocrites - the biggest reason being that I myself am one, and I hate that about myself. I hate cliques, yet I'm guilty of being a part of it. I hate not feeling wanted, but I'm sure I make other people not feel wanted (on top of that, I shouldn't even have the need to feel wanted in the first place). I hate how I judge people, how I see them in a light other than how Christ would see them. I dislike it all, and I hear God telling me to look at the mirror and see/take out the plank in my own eye. sigh. More things to work on.

Many thanks to o, who doesn't know this, but her phone call came at the perfect time. I was in quite a grumpy mood yesterday, but her lovely (albeit very random) singing rendition of "Great is the Lord" made me laugh so hard I was crying. I generally tend to not think of myself as a moody person - please correct me if I'm wrong ;) - but if there's one thing that makes me cranky is lack of sleep. And that, I had this weekend. My inability to sleep in on a Saturday morning (why, why, why? I woke up at 8 am and couldn't go back to sleep), Winnie/Jonathan's wedding which lasted all day (which I had to be there 1.5 hours early, too), the fact that I didn't get home from the wedding until 11:30 because the only ride back I could find had to drop off flowers and stuff, and that I had to be at church at 8:15am for praise band practice made me not a happy camper on Sunday. So yes, thanks o! Bet you didn't know singing like a dork would lift me out of my grumpiness, but it did. :)

btw...olivia told me a certain someone named jonathan, aka jono, reads my blog. So i'm calling him out - oh jono, where are you? More importantly, when are you going to visit northern california? I promise you the rest of the girls aren't as scary as jean! ;) Hm, I gotta get myself a plane ticket to baltimore. Anyone else wanna come?

And, sorry to all fans of "the adventures of olivia and karen" (my whole fan base of one - olivia. Maybe two, if you count jono who probably only reads this to read about olivia. hehe.) because everything in the future will be moved to another location. If you can figure out the link, props to you. As a warning, there is a dummy one out there, only because I couldn't figure out how to delete the thing. I clicked on "delete blog" but the actual url still works. And this isn't meant to be exclusive, but only because I don't think anyone else is interested in reading about our, um, mature conversations.

One last adventure for you all. Most probably won't get it, and most won't care... but for those who do:

olivia (11:07:53 AM): swear on my headpiece

Can you believe she made me swear about something on her HEADPIECE? She means business.

Link of the day - you know those motivational posters with the simple picture and one word that captivates that picture? These are it. But read very carefully.... ;) Click on "Online catalog" to see them all.

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