ramblings of my mind

Sunday, May 29, 2005

i'm SO SICK of sitting on the couch now. i finished season 3 of 24! that makes all 3 seasons in a little over a week.

it's so sad that i can only be comfortable when i'm sitting on the couch. sigh. i don't know if moving around more or trying to stand more will help me get over the pain, but when i stand for too long, i feel like all this fluid and blood rushes to my knee and i feel this immense pressure in the knee. trying to walk on it hopefully will help, although i don't even see how i can try to start walking. my knee can't even fully bend or straighten.

anyway, i'm sick of being trapped in the house doing nothing. the weather has been so beautiful, but the most i can enjoy of it is from inside the house looking out the window. i decided to go to karen & dave's bbq today... even though my knee was hurting, i had to get out of the house so badly. it was worth it anyway, the food and company are things i've been dying for. and who can resist a bbq on memorial day weekend? ;) the ribs were sooo good, when i tried to pick up the rib by the bone, the bone fell out of the meat. now that's good stuff. thanks guys! :)

i hope i can make it to LA this upcoming weekend. i'm starting to worry that i won't be able to handle it. we'll see...

oooh and thanks ma for the cookies! YUM!

i have a really bad craving for coke for some reason. and when joseph mentioned in n out this morning, that sounded really good too. innout and coke. but what i really want is just to be healed. i'll give up all the coke and innout in the world to be healed right now.

it's been a hard two weeks. much more painful and difficult than i thought it'd be.

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